Thursday, March 31, 2005

Big Brother

Haha...its time for me to assume the role of "da-ge" liao! When i first started serving TP ministry, i was like a little kid with everyone feeding me with stuff and guiding me along. It was great to always be served by others! But now its my turn to serve the new people in christ. I'm not young any longer but not old either. Haha...i never would have imagined that i could take such a role but well, God is a surprising God! The newly transferred are fun-loving though they come with their own problems as well. Time to put my experience to good use yea. Everyone matters to god.

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

This week's cg will be a combined outing between TP1 and TP2 even though we have officially split since last week. Movie marathon at Bedok (err...low-class sits) or Tamp GV (not again...)? Whatever the case, hope to see the new believers coming! The importance of fellowship should never be undermined.

Really impressed by Abel and Cecil. This 2 bros have really grew alot more sensible and God has thus honoured them. They are sherperds now! Man, God can work in anyone as long as you perservere. Its never bad too to have a change of lifestyle as long as it stays true to the biblical roots.

My greatest wish now is to breakaway from the reins of TP2. Its been a long time in there for me. Training after training, the next step would be to apply everything that i have learned. I want to lead a cg of my own. Seeing that things in TP2 are quite settled and the guys are growing, its safe to say that TP7 is within sight. Or should i say that all along TP7 was within my reach all along? Just that i never felt the flame within me to grab hold of it.

Nothing is impossible. Its only impossible if you keep thinking of the negativities. I seek not to be just a hero...but one with a courageous heart! Rock on bros & sis!
I tear for this world
The people are foolish, tempt themselves with corruption
I look at myself in the mirror and laugh, i'm no better

I tear for this world
For i am unable to change it
I'm limited to my pair of hands
Amidst rife and chaos, innocent lives are lost

Lord i kneel down to you with faith and affliction
Annoint me as the mandate that will transform this world
into something pure, perfect in you.

My death may be unknown to me
but i yearn to change this world for as long as you allow me...