wooh...later going to city hall to meet some of the np aces kehan, colin and also sam with donald to settle some stuff. I mean receive impartation from Sam. Too bad Jeremy's not going. After that dunnoe whether want to go for soccer anot cuz i may have to go back to prepare teaching. Soccer will lead me to tiredness and fatigue. Man actually i dislike mixing around with the leaders cuz although i am able to learn much from them, i dun want to feel superior after that in front of my own khakis. I still prefer hanging out with ppl that are in need so that i am able to help them. All give and no take? Well, thats not it. Some younger ppl can also provide some reality advice. Personally thats what i think but my sherperd thinks opposite. ha...well, different thinking man. He hangs out with the leaders and i hang out with my khakis-in-christ.

Awkward...i dunnoe why but i suddenly burst out my secret to a bro-in-christ on the way home yesterday!haha...nvrmd. I've been feeling bad down there keeping it inside my heart. May God provide the way for me. pluck up some courage ok?