will *update* soon...this blog is still alive.

The new structure is out.

Hereby announce the 2nd squad members:

Cecil
Hanyew
Zhenming
Yangzhou
Jeremy
Robin

I may not be covenanted to some of you but i will pledge all i have to this group. Really hope that you guys strive to see ppl cross the line as well. Really happy to have you guys serving together with me! Let's bear with each other's weaknesses and thrive on our potentials.

Perhaps this wasn't that big of a surprise compared to another fellow sister's progression. I'm not like gideon in the first place, someone who turned from a cowardly/self-condemned person to an unlikely hero. Most knew i was gonna be one to assume the role of leadership in the first place and that makes things even more difficult. Living up to others expectations came to my mind. Its stressing when people have high expectations of you.

But after thinking through, i realised that i shouldn't be doing what i'm doing to live up to ppl's expectations. What i'm doing i'm doing it for God and not man to see. Hence, all this pressure doesn't seem neccessary to succumb to.

May i not be someone who only exuberates charisma and nothing deep but be someone who inspires others to perspire to see ppl crossing the line. Seeing the potential and not weakness in everyone is something i learnt today from nel's teaching.

The week ahead is gonna be exciting. New cg members joining TP2. Whoever it is, gonna welcome them with love. However, i will miss the guys leaving TP2 as well. haha seeya!

Back from camp!

"i gotta do wat i gotta do". A simple sentence which changes my life somewhat.

TP2

me
jon lee
jon liu
cecil
qingcai
zhenming
gabriel
jeremy

I lov u guys. i seek to inspire you guys to perspire as well!

Can see that everyone's motivated after camp but the thing is not to rely on camps or services to inspire/motivate us. It somehow becomes a routine after quite some time. We should be constantly be motivated by God by refreshing ourselves each day to face new challenges.

will update more soon.