"Creating Something Out of Nothing"

haha...so happy man. Got lots of things to share but just can't write out. God is simply amazing and can't be described by words alone. From a mere 3 ppl who are going for camp, God has increased that number to 5! God has annointed me and nel to speak to the people. It was so strong that even the unexpected happened! wow...

The days leading up to camp will be a tough one...evax, rehearsal, cg,nt survey, sowing. The path of leadership is lonely but filled with rewards aplenty. amen. Set your camp objective now if you haven!

Din't expect sunday to be a packed day as well. Went to my sheep's house in the morning to sherperd him. ha. the funny thing was he couldn't wake up and i had to knock his house door for an hour until my knuckles cracked. Then suddenly someone opened the door and it was none other than his sister! lol. pai seh sia...haha.

After sherperding went home to rest abit then head out to meet kc. Had an "expensive" tono ramen meal but had a good chat with him. Wish him the best when he heads to the adult group. haha...bro, you surely can be a cl in yr lifetime. Persevere on to the very end.

On the way home, saw michy on the bus but i din't say hi or talked to her. Flee from temptation. haha...dun want to get tempted to flirt with her like last time although sometimes her exotic chinese looks and cute eyes attracts me. lol. Better to look away.

Tml will be an exciting day. Get to eat free sushi, join dmm and celebrate nel's 22nd bday with the other TP aces!

Mini-update

haha...been quite busy this week. Got lots of stuff to settle as usual but i shall never treat it as a routine but a refreshing experience each day. Today was abit crazy. Joined a contact for lan gaming...yea. sounds nice but it was hell. Imagine staring at the computer for 7 hours straight. Not me but my contact...haha. The most i could take was 3 hours.

Well, feel pretty tired now but the weight of ministry piles up once again. CG was really horrendus...only 3 ppl thanks to some "aeroplane-flyers" and "job freaks". hmm...nvrmd. Its over anyway.

Time to sleep liao...service tml. Excited!

Today was a crazy day...typical chiong! Haha...eh...fellowship and outreach. Morning played basketball and soccer with TP1 ppl...moi cg din show up save for me. haha...but we did have a fun time. Feel so energetic and really to inspire anytime!

After that went to watch movie with Don, Frances, Sean and Serene. "Creep" is da name. eh...its sux. Especially when the horror movie industry is so competitive nowadays...need to be innovative. It trys to be but eh...it becomes more like a killing festivity. The death scenes are cool. If you like blood and gore, this is the show for you.

After that went to play pool. Hmm...did not want to show off moi improved skills but no choice lah...haha. trashed the folks big time. Of course, got objective. Invited them over for service during dinner time.

hmm...tml will be exciting. Church Anniversary 2005! It also marks the first full year that i'm serving in Hope Singapore. haha...it shall be extended to eternity! Rock on khakis!

Today was strange man...the first half of the day seemed pretty free to me until abt 4.30pm i realised i haven booked a room for this saturday's tp campaign launch! Lol...actually supposed to book on monday but forgot. haha...when i called reception, the gal told me that have to book at least 5 days in advance. Pengzz...but thank god the sweetie told me that i was in luck that no one will be using it. She even sent me a booking form with a buttload of policies which i din even bother to read.

When i thght everything was over, suddenly, stuff popped up. Sheep problems, camp stuff, cg stuff...haha. But its always great to serve God. How i wish i'll be given more task to do...haha. Glad to be at the aces of aces even though i'm not that skilled nor word-based. Thank god for giving me so many opportunities to learn...i'll need it man.

Last Eps of "Journey to the Bus-stop"

Haiz...what a tragic ending after a 45 mins walk to the bus-stop at Lim Chu Kang campsite. Left behind by our fellow khakis to die. Don and Jon, may peace be with you...may peace be with err...me too.

God never fails to put problems into my life as i grow in him...and it has never been much to this extent. Financial and health problems are cropping up. I'm no longer the rich kid on the block. I have to learn how to scrimp now...no more games, exhorbitant treats and needless mags. Every cent counts. Will take some time to adapt to this "new" life of mine after living in luxury for the past decade or so. However, through this...i'm sure i'll mature.

Gonna pick up either guitar or keyboard pretty soon...it helps me fellowship with God easier. Somehow, i can't fellowship with God properly without such wonderful equipment. Must keep myself healthy if not i can't survive in the long-term.

Thank God TP got some pro guitarists and i know a friend of mine who is pro...haha.
Pro+Pro+Teach me= i pro! lol. hmm...

Today was inspired by what jasmine said:

1) Setting Goals

2) Having intimate friendships

3) Our vision

Have to revaluate myself. Why i'm here serving. Do i continue to serve because i happen to be one who is more committed than others? Respond to God's calling. Have a vision to guide your path and it shall never be weak. Another point to ponder would be do i work as a team with my fellow bros or am i doing everything myself. With teamwork, you can acheive anything.

After that went to play soccer with some cool ppl man. Collin, Kehan, Lennon , Sam, Donald, Donnie, Gerrach(sorry if i spell wrongly) and Leslie. Such cool ppl. Learn some stuff from them and the way they communiciate. I used to dislike hanging around with leaders last time becuz i was afraid that i would bullshit nonsensical stuff. But it seems that they are fun ppl too, knowing when to be serious and comical at the same time. Got all wet and sweaty...so long never enjoy myself le.

Looking forward to the new week ahead. Fellowship, follow-up, sherperding, maturity cg, ctm and even more meetings. By this week, i also hope to clear some stuff out. Some things just shouldn't be dragged for such a long time. Pluck up some courage yea?

wooh...later going to city hall to meet some of the np aces kehan, colin and also sam with donald to settle some stuff. I mean receive impartation from Sam. Too bad Jeremy's not going. After that dunnoe whether want to go for soccer anot cuz i may have to go back to prepare teaching. Soccer will lead me to tiredness and fatigue. Man actually i dislike mixing around with the leaders cuz although i am able to learn much from them, i dun want to feel superior after that in front of my own khakis. I still prefer hanging out with ppl that are in need so that i am able to help them. All give and no take? Well, thats not it. Some younger ppl can also provide some reality advice. Personally thats what i think but my sherperd thinks opposite. ha...well, different thinking man. He hangs out with the leaders and i hang out with my khakis-in-christ.

Awkward...i dunnoe why but i suddenly burst out my secret to a bro-in-christ on the way home yesterday!haha...nvrmd. I've been feeling bad down there keeping it inside my heart. May God provide the way for me. pluck up some courage ok?